Glee - Get It Right (Full Performance) (Official Music Video)

Get It Right

I have turned into a Glee follower.  It is all because there was nothing on Netflix, and then I just got hooked.  While watching this episode, I fell in love with this song as it fits a lot of how I feel more often than not.  I keep hoping that my good will be good enough, and that one day I will get it right.  It being work, marriage, friendship, house-keeping, the church... I really do try, and yet, it seems as if I just keep messing it up.

**See video above as it wouldn't post in here for me.**

You know what I hate...

I really hate that I'm not close to my family.  Seriously, I don't feel like I'm all that close to anyone in my family except for my parents.  Which I absolutely love being close to my parents, but what about my brother, my aunts and uncles, my cousins, and even my last living grandmother?!  I think the last time I actually spoke to my brother was when he came home for a quick visit, and we really only saw each other for a few hours during that time... yea, that was back in like August/September.  Why are some families so close, and some so far apart?!  I don't like it, but I have NO clue how to fix it.  UGH!  And I feel so distant from them.  I can be in the same room, and feel so scared and nervous.  I will be completely loss for words, and yet, you put me in a store full of women I have no relation to in any way, I can talk to them with such ease.  :-/  I want it fixed!!

Time for a New Week!

This past week has been a hard week, and I'm so glad it's over!  It started on Sunday... Easter.

My father-in-law had a minor heart attack, and that was scary.  Brandon and I spent some time with him that day, and just wondered what was going to happen.  He is doing much better!

On Monday night, my Uncle Ron went into cardiac arrest while playing soccer - something he has done for years.  I didn't find out about this till Tuesday, but it was a miracle in itself.  There was a paramedic/fireman on the other team who was able to be right there to start the CPR/recovery process before help was able to get there.  My uncle is doing well!  He did have some blockage, but I don't think they know why his heart just stopped.

Tuesday was 4 years since my mom's mom passed away... from a heart attack.  I miss my grandma so much!  She passed away 62 days after my grandpa passed away.  Yea, it's hard still!

The rest of the week hasn't been too bad.  It's just been a blah week.

And then today... a friend of mine got some bad news, and I hate it.  Her cousin was at the beach, and he was pulled under.  They finally found him, and he is now on life support.  So young, and it just shouldn't be happening.  :-(

So yea, I am so ready for this week to be done and a new one to start!!