No, I haven't found any answers recently, but I have realized that I'm a little bitter about different things. I'm not the happy person I used to be, and that really bothers me. I want to be happy and cheerful. I want people to want to be around me. I want to be motivating again, and more of a positive person.
Well, I guess it's time I start trying to find those answers again. It's time that I really start seeking for where I am supposed to be. This is very hard for me, and I don't know why. It used to be so easy.
Yesterday my home teachers actually caught me at home after avoiding them for a few months... sorry. It's not that I don't like them, but I was just never here. I'm a busy lady. :) However, one asked me about my conversion... back when I was 16/17 years old. No, it didn't just touch me so deeply to go back to those days, but it did get me to thinking... I loved the Church then, why don't I love it now. A lot of it is the fact that I was searching for answers then and I've stopped. It's time to start searching again. Hopefully I will find some answers!
Monday, January 30, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
No Birth Control = UGH!
Well, I have started to get it out of my system, and I'm not looking forward to this time. Birth control has been a part of my life for 7 years, and the years I didn't take anything was the pits! Ever since my freshman year of high school, I needed it. Needless to say, that was the time I started to actually have a period even though I did start for like two days in 8th grade. Yea, VERY irregular!
It took care of me including the extra weight for 5 years, and I just knew I needed to get off for awhile. Then of course, I got on a few months before Brandon and I got married and once I actually found one I loved... just within the past year, I was happy! Very little, if any pain, and very short periods on a regular basis... unless I just totally didn't have one.
I stopped taking it not even a week ago, and I'm already feeling all the pain. UGH! I really hope this doesn't mean that I'm going back to have a period every two weeks with TONS of pain. :-/ Stephanie M. - Is this the pain in the butt you were talking about?!
It took care of me including the extra weight for 5 years, and I just knew I needed to get off for awhile. Then of course, I got on a few months before Brandon and I got married and once I actually found one I loved... just within the past year, I was happy! Very little, if any pain, and very short periods on a regular basis... unless I just totally didn't have one.
I stopped taking it not even a week ago, and I'm already feeling all the pain. UGH! I really hope this doesn't mean that I'm going back to have a period every two weeks with TONS of pain. :-/ Stephanie M. - Is this the pain in the butt you were talking about?!
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Baby
No, I'm not pregnant, but I am trying to get ready for a baby. :)
What are some things you did to get ready? Did you really try to prepare your body?
Brandon's biggest thing with me is my eating habits, which I agree. They aren't the best, but they aren't HORRIBLE. What are some great, EASY recipes that will help me get ready for pregnancy. I want to make sure that I am able to give my future child the best start.
What are some things you did to get ready? Did you really try to prepare your body?
Brandon's biggest thing with me is my eating habits, which I agree. They aren't the best, but they aren't HORRIBLE. What are some great, EASY recipes that will help me get ready for pregnancy. I want to make sure that I am able to give my future child the best start.
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