Babies

No, I am not pregnant.  And truth, I'm not sure when that day will come.  We've talked about it, and I wanted it so much sooner.  I was all about it.  Yet, now, I'm not so much.  We are both so very involved with work, and we don't even really get to spend time together as it is.  Working 50+ hours a week just doesn't work with having children as I don't think we could get a babysitter for that long.  I think I would need a lot of money and a nanny for that to happen as I know neither one of us will be quitting the job.

It's just interesting how one minute I was all about it, and now, I just hope I'm ready before my body gives out.

CRAZY!

Okay - I am totally crazy!  I just signed up as a Mary Kay consultant again.  This time it's different as I mainly did it for personal use, but hey, if you need anything, let me know.  I can always gather orders together so that I can get what you need.  :)

Life is staying very busy with me working close to 50 hours a week right now and then trying to have time with Brandon and family.  I'm enjoying it though.  I even almost got another job, but we are having to wait on that one.  When it comes around, I will let you know as that will add about 20 hours to my work week.  YIKES!  But, I know I'll love it!!!

Everything else is good.  I should be asleep, but I am washing clothes so that I can pack tomorrow for training in Granbury with my mini-van!  Yes, that is correct, I have a mini-van as a rental.

Hope everyone is good!!

Input Needed

Okay, I need some input/suggestions.  No, I am not pregnant nor will I give away when we are going to start trying as I don't anyone know that we are pregnant till after the first trimester.  Brandon says that will not happen, but I would like to really try to stick with that as those first few months are not easy.

Now on to my request... what do you feel are some of the best things to do to prepare for conceiving, and how early should you start?  I want to make sure that I am ready, and that my body is as prepared as it can be.

Thanks in advance!

Sunday

Today has been a really good day.  I attended Church for the first time in 6 weeks, and I'm glad I went.  No, I didn't get a whole lot out of the classes or anything, but I did get what was most important.  Getting there just in time, I was able to partake of the Sacrament.  That hit me more than it has in awhile, and it just clicked.  That is why I go, and it's the only reason why I should make sure I am there if nothing else.

Brandon and I spent some good quality time together and talked.  It was so nice to be able to have that moment!!  Marriage has been hard, very hard, and I hope it continues to get better.

Now it's time to just enjoy the last bit of the night alone as Brandon went to hang out with his best friend, and then get some sleep before my day off tomorrow.  However, I will be busy with tanning, some work items, working on a quilt with my mom, and cooking for the hubby.

Yay for a good day!

A New Start

I decided it was time to start a new blog.  There was nothing wrong with the old, but there just seemed to be things of the past that I don't want to hold onto.

Sometimes a fresh new start is just what is needed to move forward and to create that life you want to live.  I know that I have had several fresh new starts, and some were just new moments within a crazy life.

I am insecure; I am a wife; I am a woman.  My life isn't easy, and many times I have to do what I tell my employees... fake it till it becomes real.  I don't fake it because it's not me; I just fake it because it's not me in that moment.  Very few ever notice the difference, and I'm okay with that.  Very few even really know me, and many just pretend in hopes that they get something right.

Follow my journey that is known as life, and you may just get a glimpse into who Angela Louise Rushton is.  But a fair warning... you may not always like what you read, but it will be real.