Okay... so here's a little update on my crazy life (and yes, it's crazy!!)
1) I am now a Velata consultant. It's part of the Scentsy Family, so it's happy! Plus, it's chocolate fondue. YUMMY!!!
2) I get to perform today at 4pm, and I'm scared out of my MIND!! Seriously, I haven't been so nervous in a REALLY long time! Maybe it's because I'm a perfectionist. Maybe it's because we haven't practiced a whole lot. Maybe it's because we are dancing on brick. Maybe it's because it's finally cold outside and I'm wearing a tutu for the first time EVER. Maybe it's because we'll be right on top of people. Maybe it's because I've told so many people so we could have a crowd, and now I'm wishing no one was going to be there. Oh... there's so many maybe's for why I'm nervous. Either way, I will be the lilac fairy - the fairy of wisdom - the fairy who tells the story - the main fairy!
3) I get to take some vacation this week!! Nothing major, and I'll just be here in Nacogdoches, but I don't have to go into my store, and that makes me happy!!! I need the time... BAD!!
4) I guess I'll end here as I don't have anything else really... or at least it doesn't seem like it... Brandon and I are going to try to make things work. We are both going to have to do some changing, but I love him. I can't change that! We are going to get some major help, and I'm glad! I know things won't be perfect, and we will have our hard times, but I know it can be better! I want it to be better! One day I will have my temple sealing, and I hope it is sooner than later!! So I request this one request.. PLEASE pray for us! For us to be strong through this hard time, and for our hearts to be softened in the way it needs to be so that we can make it to the temple!
First of all, you're going to do great and you're making me miss Nacogdoches, I wish I could take my kids to Scare in the Square and see you dance! Phoenix is so lame.
ReplyDeleteAlso, marriage is so so so hard, and I really admire you for everything you're going through. You're so brave, and will most definitely be praying for you.
You are seriously amazing Angela!
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