No, I haven't found any answers recently, but I have realized that I'm a little bitter about different things. I'm not the happy person I used to be, and that really bothers me. I want to be happy and cheerful. I want people to want to be around me. I want to be motivating again, and more of a positive person.
Well, I guess it's time I start trying to find those answers again. It's time that I really start seeking for where I am supposed to be. This is very hard for me, and I don't know why. It used to be so easy.
Yesterday my home teachers actually caught me at home after avoiding them for a few months... sorry. It's not that I don't like them, but I was just never here. I'm a busy lady. :) However, one asked me about my conversion... back when I was 16/17 years old. No, it didn't just touch me so deeply to go back to those days, but it did get me to thinking... I loved the Church then, why don't I love it now. A lot of it is the fact that I was searching for answers then and I've stopped. It's time to start searching again. Hopefully I will find some answers!
No comments:
Post a Comment