Learning

It is day 15 of the new year, and I have not really done anything towards most of my goals this year.  Maybe they weren't real goals; maybe I just didn't make them all that important.  Either way, I don't know why I ever make resolutions every year... they fall through!

I have tried to see the good in every day, and most days I'm pretty good at that.  There are some days that are more of a struggle, like today, but I really do try to see the good.

Today I seem to just be facing reality, and trying to not get sick.  I had plenty of sleep last night, so I'm not really sure what's happening.  However, I do know what's happening in my life, and it's a stress.

As of right now, I'm learning to be single again.  I am learning to be me.  It's not easy as I haven't just been myself in 3 1/2 years.  Right now, I am just in a limbo stage as I'm not married, but I'm not divorced.  I am just waiting on papers to be signed so that a divorce decree and court day can be set and things finalized!  I am so ready to just close this chapter of my life and move forward.

Moving forward is going to happen, and I'm not really sure what that is going to entail.  I know some of the things I want to do, but I just have to figure out if they should happen or not, or how to make them happen.

Work is crazy!  We are still short staffed, and I am getting burned out.  Seriously - I just want to get away somewhere and do NOTHING!  Oh how I keep hoping for good people to apply and actually complete their applications!!

Speaking of work... time for me to go back.  There's my update for now.