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I don't question about my job... no career.  I did that once and almost didn't get it back.  I know I'm doing exactly what I am supposed to be doing right now, and I love it!  It's not always easy, and yea, it can be very stressful.  But I love it so much!  I couldn't imagine doing anything else.

I don't question who I'm married too... already did that.  Brandon is the one for me, and I know we make a perfect match.  We are not perfect, and the marriage is not perfect, but us together is perfect.  I love him so much, and it seems like I love him more the less I see him.  LOL!  Maybe we just appreciate the time together more now that it is rare.  (Never easy being married to a General Manager for Pizza Hut when you are also a Store Manager for a clothing store.)

I do question where we live, but that, in time, will change.  We both want out of Nacogdoches, and I know it will happen one day.  It's just going to take some time.

I do question the Church.  I question different things in life that deal with it.  I don't question Jesus Christ or Heavenly Father.  I know they are real without a doubt, and love me so very much!  I question if it is where I am supposed to be.  That's hard for me as I never used to question it.  It was always something so important to me.  However, that's not the case anymore.  I don't miss going when I can't go.  I love attending Lufkin Ward when I can go (thank you President Wagley for permission to attend there!).  I love talking about the gospel and religious subjects.  I love going into the scriptures.  But there are things that I'm just not 100% sure about anymore as I see all those around me that I love who love the same things as I do without all the Church "rules" behind it.  It's good to ask questions and seek for more understanding, but this is getting ridiculous!